~经言/歌词~

I find that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have.
~ Thomas Jefferson (1743-1826)

Thursday, December 30, 2010

2010之十件大事

随着2010的尾声,也许是时候清算清算自己在这一年里,到底做了什么,忘了什么;得到什么,又失去了什么。。。

前些日子,和朋友提起,我们应该为自己的部落格加上一文,述说2010年十件大事,无论是好事,坏事,喜事,或是伤心事。。。

有个朋友问说,为什么是十件?
我答,因为是2010年吧,十件事,也比较应景吧,呵呵。

不过不免有点担心,因为害怕没有所谓的十件大事!但是,如果在一年365天里,找不着发生的十件大事,我还真的不知道,我该喜,还是该悲啊。。。

我就随着时间日期的顺序,一一写下吧。

一月:莫过于我的生日了,哈哈,算是大事吗?不算是大事啦,但是,却也算是便一番风味的生日庆祝吧,呵呵。因为当天,我和几个朋友,去爬山!生日爬山,挺特别的,哈哈。而且,我们有点点,迷路了,哈哈。然后下午在朋友工作的酒店梳洗时,因为员工没有出席,我们临时当了打杂的,帮忙做house keeping 哈哈。之后在和一帮朋友一起在chicken hartz吃午餐。Chicken Hartz算是一个我蛮怀念的地方,当我还是大学第一年的菜鸟时,我和我的十兄弟成员,在Chicken Hartz吃了,不下十次的buffet,有点夸张当时,哈哈。午餐后,和朋友在Sarawak Plaza走走,挺累的说,但我还是买了一件衣服给自己,哈哈。还没结束,晚上,我们又去打羽球,还真的精力充沛,大伙还在球场唱了生日歌。我想,这可算是最需要精力的生日吧,当然,要谢谢主办当局,Mr Yew,和参与人士, Tuan-tuan dan Puan-puan, 谢谢!

第一大事: 精力!

二月最值得提的事,应该就是新年了,但是,到没有什么所谓的大事。路过吧。

三月:三月,不得不提我们那个由2009年就有所打算的,不是打算,是已经落实的Langkawi之旅!我还写了一篇文,说,那是我们的,“多变之旅”啊。原本五个人的旅行,最后成了各自回家的旅程!但是人算不如天算,有些时候,计划,就是赶不上变化。我还因而坏了我laptop's adapter。我还留了一篇文“焉知非福?或因小失大?”。

第二大事: 变化!

四月,我是没有什么大事,但是某人却去了台湾!那可真的是件大事!对她来说!哈哈。

五月:五月,无疑是2010年里,最有分量的月份了,就我的2010年,呵呵。五月头,是我们的 Young ICT Researchers Colloquium 2010这是我们大学的Postgraduate学生会连同我们的faculty举办的一个小型的学术研讨会。原本是预定为整个Borneo Island 但是反应非常的槽糕,从头到尾,就只有我们大学里的学生参与,以及两位从私人大学的学生。虽说这不算是太成功的研讨会,但是毕竟是我们自己一手策划的心血,算是件大事咯。再来,更大的大事来了,我觉得这是2010年最有成就的大事,就是我们的KK 之旅。 我们成功登上了东南亚最高的山峰,Bukit Kinabalu KK山!在那长达六天之旅,我们不只登上了山峰,我们也环游了三个小岛。我尝试了我的第一次的浮潜,不是件容易的事啊。老实说,我还被我自己吓了几回,哈哈,但是都是虚惊一场罢了,却心有余悸,呵呵。

第三大事: 心血!
第四大事: 成就!


六月:六月啊,到没有什么大事发生,但是,和一些中学的同学聚餐了。而且非常搞笑的,明明就只和四个朋友见面,但是我却聚了三次餐。而且,其中两餐,都由我的朋友埋单,呵呵,因为他们工作了,倒是挺不好意思的说,哈哈。还有一顿,这一顿,只喝了一杯咖啡,应该是咖啡,但是坐在我对面的却是个难得一见的大忙人。老实说,还真的不知道她,到底忙些什么呢,哈哈。这四位朋友,是我非常要好的朋友,其中有一‘枚’,是我认识了七年的老朋友了,最忙的那一枚,虽然也是认识了七年,但是真正熟悉时,是认识后的第二年了。埋单的那两位,一位,可以说是非常了解我,当我对着全班说谎开玩笑时,只有她知道,我在胡说,哈哈。另一位,曾经是非常要好的朋友,补习时,一定看得见我们坐在一起的身影,但是后来却渐渐地,有点疏离了。当然,有一点不能不提,就是我认识了一个超级损友!我也很笨的,干嘛和他一起玩了那一场闹剧,后悔的很啊!!!友情,有时,也是让人冲昏了头,因为人多胆大,什么胡闹的事,都敢干得出!哈哈。

第五大事: 友谊!

七月:回顾我的部落格,发现七月,到没有什么特别的事情,但是,我的心情起伏,倒是有点,莫名其妙的,柳暗花明又一村的感觉,呵呵。先是述说2010过半,但我却陷在一堆烂泥,扶不上墙,失落不已。后来却又来个“莫名其妙”的文,泄愤,觉得自己,很受委屈。然后又来个非常忙碌的一个星期,和朋友一起忙碌的娱乐整个星期!钱包大出血啊!心情转换的速度,好快,哈哈。

第六大事: 起伏!

八月:不得不提,就是我的paper被一个conference给拒绝了。那是我第二张拒绝的paper,但是却是我收到的第一份拒绝通知。先前的一张,是由我supervisor告诉我,因为当局电邮他,没有电邮我,所以到今天,我还是不知道我第一场被拒绝的原因。至于第二份,我看了他们reviewers写的comments后,我有点不是太了解,为什么我还是会被拒绝,因为整体来说,给我的comments,还好吧。但是事实是,我被拒绝了,挺失落的。而且整个faculty就只有我被拒绝,汗颜啊!

第七大事: 失落!

九月:当!当!当!九月是喜事啊!我们的朋友结婚了,洪小姐!我们几个被邀请出席她结婚典礼和婚宴的朋友,都在Johor玩的蛮开心的。毕竟毕业后,除了留在大学继续深造的朋友外,其他的大学朋友,都很难见上一面。洪小姐的婚礼,让我们重聚,虽然人数很少,但是大家,还是聊得蛮高兴的。对于洪小姐,我更是现在最真挚的祝福,祝她能永浴爱河,永远幸福快乐!

第八大事: 喜事!

十月:一个挺平凡的月份。。。虽然说那个月我一个星期吃了两次火锅,第一次和几个朋友,第二次是为那个四月去台湾的某人庆祝生日!哈哈。。。

十一月:十一月,有个星期,过得特别的快,吃得特别的多,也最充实的一个星期,就是我和几个朋友,十个人,参加了免费的Android Training。在那之前,什么是android,我还真的不知道,嘿嘿。虽然现在知道的也不多,但是起码不想当时,真的毫无概念!在那training,学到了,其实应该算是,不多。很多我们都学过了,但是在学习写游戏程式方面,我发现,原来有些原理,我还是知道的。也许是经验,也许是游戏玩多了,慢慢的,对于自己身边所要学习的一切,更加的掌握了。

第九大事: 学识!

十二月:作为2010的尾声,当然要来个劲爆的做个结尾。既然我以精力开启了2010 我当然也要以精力,向2010告别!我从来没有想过我会参于所谓的马拉松比赛,不是学校的,而是社会马拉松!站在一群人当中,有年少的,有年轻的,有成年的,有老年的,有男,有女,在枪声响起时,大家往前跑,这样的经历,我还真的不曾想过。虽然之前有朋友,就是那个大忙人曾经约我参与KL的,但是因为我人在霹雳,所以就不了了之。这一次,是真的,我在大街上跑,虽然中学也跑过了,但是这次的经验,不同。因为,这不再是校园式,而是社会式,也许,这象征着,我真的长大了。不再是在学校里,大学里的菜鸟了,是社会的菜鸟了,而有一天,菜鸟,会变成老鸟,是时候面对这个事实了。

第十大事: 领悟!

没想到我还真的能写完十件大事,而且,还很不简单的,把每件大事,都标上了二字主题啊,呵呵。突然发现,平时有写部落格,是件好事,因为这十样大事,我都曾写下。所以,只要看回之前写的,那么十样大事,不难啊。。。但是大家会不会觉得有点无聊,毕竟,这些事情,都出现在我其他文里。。。哈哈哈。。。





Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas now!!!

It's Christmas now!!
Sharing a Christmas song with all my friends.

Welcome Christmas



I wish all my friends the best,
make all the dreams come true,
by the end of 2010, I would like to apologize and appreciate,
for what i did, and for what you guys did.

May the god bless we all,
carrying this white Christmas blessing along our lives to year 2011.

Left the bad things behind, as it's gone, but learn the lesson.
Keep the good things inside, as it'll last, make sure it does happen always, haha...

Friday, December 17, 2010

自杀论

最近城中比较热门的话题,不过与‘自杀’。其实自杀事件,时不时就会上新闻,占一小版。但,随着科技的发达,大众对面子书广泛使用,让不久前为情自杀的少年,顿时成了城中话题。面子书上看见很多褒和赞,甚至有人建议列那天为公共假期,纪念新一代的罗密欧!可笑,可恨,也可叹啊。当然,那提议,我想十之八九是讽刺吧。

今天,朋友转载了一则新闻,又有两个人自杀,而且还是同一天,同一个地区,在同一件医院急救,两个家庭却互不相识。

话题出现了,很多人认为,这两个人是因为受了‘罗密欧’的影响,认为自杀可以让自己成为英雄,所以了结了自己的生命。或者,至少是因为前者,所以后者才义无反顾哦的结束生命。

有个朋友认为这成了我们大马的潮流。其实我也是看了他的文章,我才决定写下我的看法,希望他不要认为我针对他,虽然我是!!!哈哈哈哈。。。开玩笑啦。。。不要生气呀。。。

就像我先前就说了,自杀不是一天两天,不是一桩两桩事件了,但是因为罗密欧事件,自杀被放大了,被认为潮流化了。罗密欧的死,其实不足以成为件大新闻,偏偏,他在他的面子书上留下了自杀倒数,让他的死,成了众人瞩目的新闻。不得不说,如果说今天自杀成了潮流,那么在面子书上不断转载这新闻的人们啊,都成了大功臣了。

很多时候,我们在面子书想看见一篇文章,一段影片,我们会突然地正气盎然,转载再转载,留言再留言!殊不知这一切其实犹如滚雪球,只会越滚越大,越来越难收拾!事情没有被解决,自己反而惹得一身腥。很多事情,不是我们有所谓的正气,就能解决的。看过《义海豪情》的朋友都知道,九姑娘帮日本人卖鸦片,刘醒大家对日本人鞠躬,都不是出于心甘情愿。但不会因为自己的那一点的正气,就坏了大事,丢了自己的生命。今天,我们的社会,和戏里,不无异常,但是,我们能做的,不是因为所谓的正气,让事情越来越糟;也不是要我们要鞠躬委屈;而是,我们更要越加茁壮,强盛的赢取我们应得的尊敬,和对待。思前想后啊。

话说回来,那两位在同一天自杀的青年,一个因为学业问题,一个原因不详,如果他们事件发生在罗密欧之前,那么,大家只会为这两位青年感到惋惜,为他们的冲动,叹一口气,为他们家人感到难过外,我们其实不会有太多的负面情绪。因为我们看见过世的人,留给在世的人,是什么样的一种痛苦,是一种怎样的折磨。也许,这警惕了我们,也许,这可能吓住了其他要自杀的人。

但是今天,他们的事件发生在罗密欧事件后,顿时,大家对他们的看法不同了。觉得他们白痴,想透过自杀成为英雄,成为名人!至少,认为因为受到罗密欧事件,自杀,成了个选择。老实讲,这一点我真的看不透,想不通。为什么我们会觉得他们自杀是要成为英雄,要成名??这一点,我觉得我们有时候都太主观了,说到底,我们其实都只是旁外人,我们没有办法感同身受,更不用说了解他们的想法。

朋友说,没有解决不了的事情,再大的事情,放在时间的洪流里,都只是微不足道。这句话,其实不无道理,但是,我们都还在时间点上,所以,事情在当下,其实,一点也不小。撑过去的,很多,撑不过的,也不少。当一个人对自己的生命感到绝望,当一个人钻进牛角尖尖端时,没有变化的事件,就成了一只手,把他们逼上了绝路。

不是说自杀就是解决问题的方法,而是,我们对自杀的人,是不是应该要更为了解呢?好警惕自己,如果有一天,我对我的生命感到绝望,我把自己逼进牛角尖时,我是不是更应该的坚持自己,找寻自己心灵的那一盏灯,那一把声音呢?活着的人,要从掉落的灵魂学习到的不是寻短见的勇气,而是我们要找出在他们身上没有的坚强!

逝者为大,就算他们犯了多大的过错,我们对他们,不是以啐液对待,辱骂看待,而是要从他们的过错学习。今天,我们可以很大声的说,有些人病入膏肓却不放弃生命,有些人历经巨变却仍坚强活着,有些人,有些人。。。但是,我们都不包括在我们所说的‘有些人’里头,那么是不是条件交换,我们成了病入膏肓的人,我们成了历经巨变的人,我们是不是还能坚强着,和这命运拼搏?

当我们温饱的时候,我们自然会因为觉得我们什么都能,我们什么都能坚持住。但,如果有一天,我们的一切被抽离时,我们是不是,就如我们所说的,能坚持住,不寻短见?

我不支持自杀,看不起自杀,更不能选择自杀,因为就我们基督教,自杀的罪,可是如同杀了十个人,此罪之大,由此可见。

我对自杀的人,没有什么感觉,为他们的家人感到悲哀,但我会想想,如果今天我成了他,我会怎样做?

我对想要自杀的人,不想请你们想想家人,或是爱你的人,因为如果一个已经经手准备,或有所打算的话,家人,也许对他们来说,不如自己重要吧。你只要想想,你心甘情愿吗?你,舍得吗?然后拿起电话,跟朋友说说话,不一定是最好的朋友,一个你很久不见的朋友,也许,他/她,就是你心里的那一盏灯,那一把,你需要的声音了。

死了,问题就一定解决不了,但是,对已逝的人,生前留下的问题,都不会是问题了。也许,这成了大家选择自杀的原因吧。因为他们要的,不是解决问题,而是离开问题!

死者,是不会背负任何责任。我们的责备,只会落在活着的人身上。莫要在他们伤口上撒盐巴。

If Today Was Your Last Day

从电台听到这首歌,
马上就喜欢上了。

找了歌词看看,意义非凡;
看了MTV,也深深地吸引着我;

如果,今天就是我的最后一天,
我是否能向昨天说再见?
是否能毫无遗憾的离开呢?

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side


If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day

If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback


Sunday, December 12, 2010

Larian Serentak 1 Malaysia

昨天我和几个朋友参加了Larian Serentak 1 Malaysia。 其实一开始,我以为只是古晋的一个小活动。其实不然,原来还真的是larian serentak,和大马其他地方州属在同一时间,一起开始这活动!果然是很符合主题,Larian Serentak 1 Malaysia!

这其实不算是大型的长跑活动,因为路程只设于5km。也许5km看似,听似,是段蛮长的距离。但是,相信很多人在30分钟内就解决了这项长跑!更不用说得奖的,我想他们只需要10-15分钟就能解决5km的距离了。

我呢,虽没有得到任何名次,但是我到觉得自己也蛮厉害的,哈哈,用个20-25分钟。比起以前在学校的时候,好太多了!哈哈。

还有一点,古晋的人,倒也蛮响应这活动的,出席的人数,不少哦。而且,这活动也分成了三个组别,17岁以下,18-45, 和45岁以上。男女个三个组别,全数6各组别。所以,当中看见不少的小孩子,真的是小孩子,也不少,算是elderly的,哈哈。而且,因为早上7点就得register和拿衣服号码,所以其实大家都得早起床准备。

我的朋友,ah ui 小姐,更是的早起,因为从她家到我们大学,需要30分钟,再从大学前往活动地点,也需要个30分钟。所以她其实五点多就得起床,虽然她睡迟了!哈哈。


Thursday, December 9, 2010

差!

心情,很差,
到谷底!

啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

August Rush

When I was doing my Industrial Training in year 2008, I got a movie from one of my friend, named "August Rush". I was instantly fall in love with this movie, and its soundtracks...

That was a great movie, by Freddie Highmore, Keri Russell, and Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Freddie was played as son of Keri and Jonathans in that movie. And very ironically, Keri thought her son was died, Jonathan dont even know that he actually is a father of a son and, most importantly, Freddie, even though he was rise in orphanage, he always believes that his parents still alive, waiting for him. 

Keri was played as a beautifully and renowned cellist, Lyla, while Jonathan was played as a bass player and vocalist in a club, Louis. One day, music brought them together, they met, and fall in love with each other. However, due to the different life, Lyla's father separated them, and forbidden them from seeing each other anymore. What they did not know was, not even Lyla knew about that, Lyla was carrying a baby. 

After Lyla delivered the baby, Lyla's father sent the child to the orphanage, and lied to Lyla that her son was died. He did not want to ruin Lyla's career, even though in my perspective, he did all this for himself. However, life always not the way we want it to be. Lyla gave up her music career, and at the same time, losing Lyla, Louis decided to give up his music career as well.

Eleven years later, Evan, Freddie's character, grown up, and he was born to be musician, a prodigy born to music. He always believes that his parents still alive, and waiting him to go to them. And most importantly, he believes that music, will lead him to them, and one day, music will bring them back together. Because this belief, he ran away from orphanage, started his journey, his music journey.  

Meanwhile, Lyla's father was dying, and he told Lyla the truth, that her son still alive. Once Lyla knew about this, she was almost breakdown, she missed her son so so much. And she started her journey to look for her son as well, and at the mean time, she was invited to be a special guest in a concert. Hence, she picks up her cello again.

Louis, was having a very rough life, even though he was working in a company, dated a girl, but his life, never happy. He tried to forget about his past, forget where he from, who he is, and most importantly, he forced himself to not thinking about Lyla. However, he failed to do so, especially after attending an engaging dinner of his old band's buddy. He decided to go back to his old life, finding Lyla, the woman that he loves the most ever in his life. 

Three main characters, started their journeys to find the one that they cared the most while once again, three of them, started their music careers. 

Evan was a kid, and he was used by a monger, who used a bunch of talented kids in music to earn money for him, playing on the streets, performing inside bars. The monger was amazed by Evan talents, and he believed that with Evan, sooner or later, he will become rich. At first, Evan was happily because he did not know how to play any musical instruments, but the monger gave him a chance to play around with those instruments. He started with guitar, without instructions, he managed to get the rhythms, and extra-ordinary skills which might take ages to play. However, very soon, he found out he was just a tool to the monger, to earn money. The monger stopped him from looking for his parents. One of the touching scene was where Louis met Evan at the street, and they played a duel guitar together. Both of them having a weird feeling, but they did not know they are father and son.

Evan was running away from the monger, and he hided himself in a church, where his talents was discovered by the priest and he was sent to one of the most important music school, Juilliard school. He started to receive proper music knowledge, and he started to compose a song, called August's Rhapsody. His ideas always come from his surrounding, noises are rhythms to him. His talent amazed all the academics, and decided to use his work in once in a year concert. However before the starts of the concert, the monger found him, and forced him to go with him. As the story goes on, we all know that Evan must be able to get away from the monger again and able to catch up with the concert.

Lyla was invited to the the same concert. After her show, she walked away. At the mean time, Evan's show time started. When the music started to play, Lyla was slowing down, and eventually stopped. She felt something from the rhythms. The music caught Louis's ears as well, and he saw Lyla's name on the banners hanging around the city. He knew that this might be the last chance he get so close to Lyla. He started to run towards the concert stadium. 

August's Rhapsody is a very touching song to me. I cant help my tears while watching it, especially when Lyla and Louis both walked towards the stage, watching the back of the conductor. Lyla knew that, that was her son, Louis did not understand where the weird feeling came from, but once he looked the way Lyla looked at Evan, i guess, he knew who is the kid. 

The story ended, with a happy ending. After watching this, i was so go into the soundtrack, that was so fascinating. 

Friday, November 26, 2010

滴答滴答,
屋外雨声不断;
室内秒针不停;

等着,
在等着,
等待大伙准备好,
一起打球去。

答滴答滴,
雨声仍不断;
秒针亦持续;

等待,正等着。。


Sunday, November 21, 2010

壁球

最近,喜欢上壁球这门运动。
其实早些几年,我对壁球其实是抱着不以为然的态度,
换句话说,
就是我不喜欢壁球。

总觉得,壁球的球,软绵绵,
打起来,躲不起劲啊。

殊不知,当我第一次接触壁球时,
嗯,我对我先前愚蠢的想法,
感到丢脸!

壁球,不好打啊!

身体要跟上球的速度,
这是最大的问题!
可能习惯打羽球了,
总是等羽球从最顶点掉落时,
我的身体才会动起来,
做下判断,挥拍击球。

但是,壁球不同,
身体需要跟着球移动,
当对手一击而下,我们就得做出决定,
身体的马上动起来。

但是很多时候,我尽是站着,
等球到我面前,
我才挥拍。
结果,惨不忍睹!

慢慢的,从失败中,学习;
慢慢的让自己的身体跟上速度;
慢慢的,喜欢上了这门运动!


Saturday, November 13, 2010

Android Training

Went for a week of Android Training, this week... Initially I tot I might not be able to catch up, since I do not like phone application very much. It turned up, I did pretty well, I guess, haha... Perhaps I have been dealing with Java for quite a time, this training did not hold me back, though lot of new syntaxes need to learn. The basic of programming, still the same.

Training always not enough for the real life application development. What we learnt during the training period, always not sufficient for the daily life usage. In order to develop a real life application, Mr/Ms Google always the best consultant, haha.

One funny thing about the training was, we kept eating, for every 2 hours. I believe I gained few kilos during this week!

In my mind now, I am planning to get myself an Android smart phone, see if I am able to apply what I learn from this training. Maybe, I will be the next millionaire, hahaha...That's a joke, obviously!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

不可得!

过去心,不可得;
现在心,不可得;
未来心,不可得;

未来已成现在;
现在已成过去;

随心而去吧。

《剑雨》

好高深莫测!
不懂,真不懂!


Monday, October 18, 2010

Include external libraries using build.xml in Java

Sometimes, we are required to use some extend libraries in our Java application. For my case, I am using jwnl.jar and ritaWN.jar, in order to connect my application to a dictionary called, Wordnet. Well, wordnet is not a complete dictionary, it more likely to be a semantic lexical database. It links the words according to some specific relationships such as synonym, hyponym, and etc.

A detail explanation about wordnet can be obtained from http://wordnet.princeton.edu/, and get yourself a dictionary to play around. 

Back to the topic, even though I manage to include the external libraries to my application, by using JCreator, a java IDE, but I found out I couldnt able to compile my source codes using normal command prompt commands. It always prompted me the errors saying the syntaxes from the libraries are undefined. It was very frustrated when you found out what you had been done was not executable. 

Therefore I been searching for the solutions from the internet, dated Ms Google for days. Finally I got a solution, to use build.xml.

In order to use build.xml, first thing first, a command needs to be installed to the pc, ANT, which can get it from http://ant.apache.org/bindownload.cgi, and FOC. After download the ANT zip/tar, extract it. Well, to make life easier, extract the zip/tar file to the local disk, here I extracted to my C drive. After extracting, we need to set the environment variable, just like what we did when we first installed Java to our pc.

Right clicks MyComputer,  
Selects Properties,
Clicks on  Advance tab,
Clicks the Environment Variables button,
At System Variables box, clicks on New button, 
Creates ANT_HOME,with value C:\ant (where your ant zip file extracted).
At User Variables box, clicks on New button too,
Create Path (if Path is not created), with the value C:\ant\bin.

After set the ANT_HOME, open the command prompt and type, 'ant'. If it prompts the error saying 'ant is not recognized as internal or external command, operating program or batch file', it means something wrong with the ANT_HOME setting. Check it again, see if anything wrongly typed. If it prompts the 'Buildfile: build.xml does not exist!', this means that ant had been successfully installed to the pc. 

After that, all you need is a build.xml.

Check this link, a simple and easy tutorial about how to create a build.xml file.   http://ant.apache.org/manual/tutorial-HelloWorldWithAnt.html?PHPSESSID=7292c8206cecdae00f82ea5ac3507e21 .

After creating the jar file, like what shown in the link above, another jar file is required. We need to include all the external libraries, merge it with the jar file created. Therefore a comment like below should be included in the build.xml.


When the build.xml file was done, using comment prompt and access to the directory where build.xml file stored. Type 'ant', it will automatically compile the source codes, and create jar file. Type 'ant exe', to create another jar file, which consists of all the libraries required.

Double clicks on the newer jar file, everything should work fine.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

最近比较~~~

最近比较,忙吗?是有了那么一点点,因为感觉到压力了。
最近比较,烦吗?是多了那么一点点,因为感觉到无力了。

最近的我,好吗?
我不知道我到底是好还是不好。

如果说是好,那么可能是因为今天的我,和昨天的我,还有上个礼拜的我,
还是同样的一个我。
除了头顶越发光亮,
面部越渐残老,
我,还是那个我。
没有病痛,没有不适。
我好吗?
健健康康的我,当然好咯。

如果说是不好,那么可能是因为今天的我,和昨天的我,还有上个礼拜的我,
依旧是同样的一个我。
除了健健康康的我,
四处走跳的我,
我,还是那个我。
没有进展,没有成就。
我好吗?
止步不前的我,当然不好咯。

矛盾的人生,不只是发生在我的身上。
矛盾,其实皆因我们的心。
心思的偏袒,成就了矛盾的性情。
心情的变换,造成了复杂的人性。

有几次,想找人聊聊,
找个,不是大学里朋友聊一聊,
发发牢骚。

一直,都只是个念头,
我并没有确实行动。
不是没有朋友可以倾诉,
只是,我会倾述吗?

记得,俊珊那天打了通电话给我,
其实她早在前几天,就msn我了。
那时,我就觉得奇怪了。
虽说好朋友,
但是,我们平时,还真的,
不大联络,呵呵~

她问我说,最近过得怎样?
我回答,酱咯。
对,每次,只要有人问我最近怎样,好吗?
我都是千篇一律的, 道,酱咯。
囧吧。

为什么答案永远是,酱咯?
我先前就已经解释了。
我好,我也不好。
所以,不就,酱咯。
哈哈哈~

我告诉了俊珊我的近况,
不好的部分,
挣扎的部分。
她说,人之所以会挣扎,
因为我们看到了事情的无极限,
自己的极限。
当两者无法达成一致时,
挣扎就产生了。

说的,有道理,也,没有道理。
当自己的极限无法负荷事情的无极限,
那么,挣扎放弃与否,
都于情于理。
但,如果不横跨自己的极限,创造另一个极限,
那么,挣扎放弃与否,
就不时发生。

这几天,身边的朋友,
其实也都发生了一些很恼人的事。
大家都不约而同的,出现了一些些横沟。
有人,马上就跨了过去。
有人,挣扎了几天,沮丧了几天,
也,跨了过去。
只有我,还在横沟的边缘,
跨不过去。

沮丧吗?能不沮丧吗?
消沉吗?能不消沉吗?
放弃吗?我能放弃吗?
怎么办呢?也只有一直往前走。
总有一天,跨的过去。

最近的我,好吗?
我经历过比这还坏的的日子,
所以,最近的我,
还好。

最近的你,好吗?
是不是,也在生活里,不断地,
挣扎呢?

Sunday, October 3, 2010

2010/09/09 Converse X QueenDom 河岸留言

QueenDom 是由主唱Queen魏如昀,  贝斯手巧克, 吉他手陈翰,和鼓手林米奇组成的一个乐团。因为超级星光大道,认识了魏如昀的声音,因此,她成了我关注的其中一位女歌手。虽然魏如昀在2008年出了首张专辑《傻》,但是,可能是因为太个性化,也可能是因为公司宣传不够,因而,专辑销量,有点惨不忍赌。

2010年,魏如昀签给了新公司,参与了一出短剧,《摇滚保姆》,也重新投入比赛,《拉芳星光大会》,和《超级星光传奇赛》。我想公司之所以有如此策略是因为想接过小荧幕,让更多人燃起对魏如昀的记忆,和喜爱。

因为现实的残酷,让魏如昀认识了妥协,让她更懂得怎么在现实和自我中找到了平衡点。她,蜕变了。

QueenDom,其实中文团名更能带出这团的意义,“后盾”, 这三个男生,成为魏如昀在演艺圈的后盾。而因为超级星光大赛,更多人认识了QueenDom。QueenDom不再只是魏如昀的后盾,而是魏如昀所有歌迷的一个后盾。魏如昀的后盾,也不再只有三个男生,而是全体歌迷。

2010年9月9号,QueenDom在河岸留言开了一个小型演唱会,Converse是个品牌,我想因为找了QueenDom做代言,所以就赞助了这个演唱会。

Opening - 小彩虹

The Blower Daughter + Creep + 白痴

买你

静止

好久不见 - ft 曾沛慈

天天想你

我爱你爱我 + 太阳

蝶恋

安可 - Party Day

很多歌,都是在超级星光传奇赛里出现过了。因为这些歌,让更多人认识到魏如昀的脱变与成长。现在的魏如昀,曾说过,以前的她,是长满了刺的刺猬。但是现在的她,是懂得如何将自己身上的刺,化为自己最有力的的武器。期待她最新的专辑。《掏空》是《摇滚保姆》的主题曲,我相信,这首歌,会是她新专辑里的主打。

掏空



*影片均由Youtube转载
*QueenDom Facabook http://www.facebook.com/pages/QueenDom-hou-dun/141141659254207

Saturday, October 2, 2010

新歌2010

难得最近我为我的playlist添了不少的新血,
不然,我真的是会发狂。
虽然playlist里的歌都不错,但是听久了,
有时候,真的会腻。

最近比较喜欢的是

李玖哲 - 不爱了

李玖哲,其实一直以来,虽然他有几首歌真的很不错,
《我会好好过》,《解脱》
但是,我的playlist却永远都没有他的歌曲。
但是最近他出了新专辑,口碑看似不错,
所以就去听听了,结果,
还真的不错,尤其是这首,
我特爱!
我也不知道为什么,就觉得好听,
而且,我听歌,很少会注意歌词,
就真的就是听歌。
哈哈。

Hebe田馥甄 - 寂寞寂寞就好



Hebe,大家都说这首歌不错,
但是当我第一次听的时候,我并不觉得好听,
所以,我就没有很心动,说要听听她的处女个人专辑。
后来,和朋友聚餐的时候,
提到她的专辑,友人说有几首歌不错,
所以我就找来听听。
结果,觉得这首歌,越听,越有味道。
虽然不是大爱,特爱,
但是这首歌给我的感觉,不像它音乐类型,
不摇滚不澎湃,它给我的感觉比较像细细流水,
丝丝流入心里,可能是因为Hebe声音的线条关系吧。
这首歌,慢慢的堆叠我的情绪。

关楚耀 - 阿Q



说到关楚耀,对他印象最深刻的就是他和女友,卫诗,
即卫兰的妹妹,在日本因为身带违禁物被扣留。
而他最新的专辑其实就是述说他那次的不懂事。
这首歌,写的就是他在经历那事件的感受。

刘威煌 - 不离不弃



这首歌是港剧《情越双白线》的主题曲。
我并没有看这套剧,但是因为在朋友的plurk听到,
真的很不错。
就音乐类型,加上刘威煌的声线,
一听,就抓住我的耳朵了。

我听歌有一个习惯,
不知道是件好事,或坏事。
就是,我听歌,从不注意歌词。
哈哈。


Sunday, September 26, 2010

今年中秋

不知不觉的,我回来古晋也有5天了。回来古晋的生活,其实真的和在家里非常的大不同。但是,在这里的生活,却相对的,也比较健康,如果不包括饮食。在这里,我每天晚上11点多就熄灯睡觉,虽然有时还是会翻来覆去地睡不着。每天早上,闹钟总是在七点响起,但是我总是赖个十分钟才甘愿从床上爬起来。如此早睡早起的生活,打从我一脚踏出中学时,就再没有过了。

这次放假,我放足19天吧,哈哈,告诉你们,如果和某些人比起来,那就是小巫见大巫了,别大惊小怪的,哈哈。很可笑的,我回来的那一天,是中秋节的前一天。很多人问说怎么不过了中秋才收拾行囊。没有法子,我原以为我在中秋隔天会有tutorial,而且我得早上九点就得出门,前往机场。我想,与其在中秋节那天,一大早就出门,还不如我前一天就走,最起码,没有那么的伤感吧。所以,我在中秋前一天,就飞回来古晋了。而且,很不忿的得知,其实,那个星期根本就没有tutorial,气死我。

不过,中秋节那天,我还是过得蛮开心的。很难得,我们一班人一起出动,吃晚餐,感受古晋中秋的气氛。说到这点,还真的不能不说,古晋的中秋节,还真的别具一番风味。不知道是不是时代的变换,现在的小孩子不像我们小时候了,中秋前夕,就能听见一班小孩子手提着灯笼,走在街上,喊着一些小小的口号,热闹得很。因为还小,所以家人都不让我们玩纸灯笼,因为不可以玩火,玩蜡烛。因而小时候的我们,都是提着会发出音乐的电灯笼,有些还会转动的。但是现在,这种现象,不再出现了。可能现在的小孩子觉得提灯笼,是件很俗的事情吧。

话说回来,古晋的中秋节庆典,有点出乎我意料之外。当我们到达Carpenter Street时,那真的是车水马龙,我才发觉,砂劳越是大,但是,停车场真的少之可怜。不过,运气还不错,还是能找到车位,但是,其实也是直接的停在路旁。提到这点,还真的不能不提古晋人停车技术和胆识。一辆车停一个半车位,找不到车位,就直接铲上路堤,没有政府似的,哈哈。到底那庆典有什么不同,不知道是不是因为今年我国口号响应,竟然有类似马来人结婚时的排景在一旁,供人拍照。我顿时傻眼。倒不是说排斥,只是真的出乎意料,谁会想到在一个华人的庆典里,突然看到不属于华人的文化呢?不过,这也许象征着,我们大家,不同种族,还是能和睦共处吧。

我在家时,没事做时,会看看报纸,尤其是星洲的社论。最近最常提到的话题,一是那回中国论,二就是今年起,16/9是公共假期。不说其他的,我印象最深刻的,就是有人提到,西马人,应该向东马人看起。因为在东马,不管是在华人开的餐厅,还是别族开的餐厅,都能看到不同肤色的人坐在里面,你吃你的laksa,我吃我的kolo面,大家,其实算是和睦共处。在西马,那可是难得一见的奇景。

话说回来,我们大家找了一间小餐馆,11个人,挤在一个的格局里,大家有说有笑的,这个中秋,大家都不寂寞了,因为我们都是,不能回家的人。中秋月圆人团圆,我们却无法在家团圆,但是却聚集了我们大家,平时都不常一起的朋友。这也是一种遗憾中的慰藉吧。

中秋佳节庆月圆,
忆起孩时庆中秋。
离家背井难团圆,
友聚一堂圆中秋。


Thursday, September 16, 2010

突然地,想你了

夜深,一个人独自坐在床上,听着耳边传来一首首自己喜欢的歌,读着手上刚刚下载的情感小说,突然,打从心底浮生一种奇怪的情感,脑袋顿时出现你的脸孔。

我不禁的愣了一愣,视线从字句中移开,从床边的镜子,我看见了自己那呆滞的眼神。轻晃了头,嘴角微翘,不是喜悦的心情,不是不舍的心情,更不是伤心的心情,有的是,呆滞的眼神,藐笑的嘴角,和,莫名的心情。

呆滞,因为一时不了解,不知道,不清楚,你怎么出现在我的脑海里。
藐笑,因为藐视自己突然地想起你,想起一个,从未出现在我脑海里的你。
莫名,因为你,莫名的出现,像石子打在平静湖水上,涟漪附生。

放下手上的小说,坐正自己的身子,认真开始的推测,到底,是什么引发了我对你的记忆,是什么让你莫名其妙的闯进我的脑海,是什么让我,开始,诚实的,想你了呢?

思绪不停的连接,记忆不时的交接,越是执着的想找出答案,越是清楚看见了我们的相识相处的记忆。

停,停止吧,我不想在去深寻到底是什么原因让我突然的想你了,也许根本就没有什么原因可言。脑袋是个神奇秘密的地带,记忆的交接,脑电波的相冲相吸,接而不时输读出深藏在记忆深处的画面,引发了,所谓的思念。

关上了灯,平躺在床上,视线锁在不停转动的风扇,脑海里,翻滚着和你的记忆。

你,最近好吗?
你,工作环境适应吗?
你,有没有像我一样,突然地,想起我了呢?

记忆逐渐模糊,意识越发浅薄,沉沉地,我坠入在梦海。睡梦里的我,嘴角微翘,眼角微湿。

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

认识自己

认识自己,其实是门深奥的学问。很多时候,我们以为我们认识我们自己,了解自己,却偏偏,在一些事情的遭遇,发现,我们原来是这么的不了解自己。以为被打翻 后,就开始认定我们对于自己,其实是陌生的。但是,在大多时候,却发现我们其实也蛮了解自己的脾气,需要和要求。开始觉得疑惑了,到底,什么才是真的认识自己呢?

2010即将走入尾声,也意味着,很快的,我将要跨入第24个年头了,我其实可以很确定的说,我对于我自己,还是有70%的认识,也许有80%,但是一定不是100%的认识自己。我相信,就算到我即将告别这世界的那一刻,我还是不能100%的认识自己。因为世间充满着变数,我们认识的,可能只是当下的自己,和过去的影子。

每个人在进入不同年龄阶段,一些社会上历练,和接触的人和事后,多多少少,都会有所改变,以及成长。这一些改变和成长,其实相等于,让我们以为,过去的我们,其实都自以为的认识自己。其实我们不晓得是,随着世间的流逝而引发的成长 ,导致我们在待人处世,观点看法上的改变,促成一种误解,认为过去的我们,真的不认识自己。其实并不然,过去的我们,以有限的认知和历练,对当时的自己,所有人和事的解读,反应,何尝不是,一种对自己的认识呢?只是因为现在的我们,以当下的智慧去判断过去我们一些的举动,是不成熟的,很不是自己。就好像现在的我们,一人手上一只手机,要是谁没有手机,我们不免大惊小怪的,喝呼惊奇。但是回头看看六七年前的我们,手机,根本就是个奢侈品,没有手机,不是什么丢脸的事。时代的变迁,也渐渐改变我们对过去事情的看法和观点。其实,过去并没有不好,只是现在进步了。

看过一篇文, 里面写到,认识自己真的不容易,但是不是因为人是复杂,难理解,而是,当下的自己,对于自己的掌握感到模糊。也许也印证了“当局者迷”这一句话吧。 因为事情还在进行中,很多变化的产生促成很多时候的迷茫,让我们感觉莅临于一片迷茫茫的森林里,迷失了。很多时候,我们对自己的能力,不是太了解,因而很多时候,高估了自己,低估了现实。

要怎样学习认识自己呢?我不是什么大师,也没有什么伟大心得,有的只是平时自己接触圈子里给的启发。其实我觉得,与其自己盲目找寻自我,还不如,试着从他人眼中看清自己。道理很简单,就我们自己而言,我们其实都知道,在和不同朋友相处的时候,我们需要有不同的心态,有些,是非常能开玩笑的,而有些,我们需要懂的控制玩笑的程度。所以,从友人对待我们的时候,我们其实就会了解,从他们眼里, 认识自己是个怎样的一个人,至少拥有最起码的认识。很多时候,我们很需要对方尊重我们,希望他们开玩笑有个限度。但是自己却没有办法在开对方玩笑时,记得 设个限度,往往过了头,伤了人,自己还嘻嘻哈哈,笑个不停。

在这一来一回的“战争”中,其实,我本身对自己有了更深的认识。我知道,什么样的玩笑我很是受不了的,我的极限到底在哪里。这一些的认知,让我懂得保护我自己。当然如果我觉得我被冒犯了,我理所当然可以很自然的喊停,或者是也不留余地的,轰炸对方。但是,生活在一个都是人的世界,很多时候,我们的学会什么该讲,什么时候该喊停,什么时候该睁只眼闭只眼。对方也许不尊重我们,但是我们千万不要因为他们而忘了自己学了十几年的道德,和礼貌,这是很愚蠢的一件事。毕竟,很多时候,我自己也是突然的,玩疯了头,玩笑开太大了,对一些朋友,真的有点是无忌惮的,尽情的猛踩,狂射。

从他人眼里,我们其实可以看见平日自己的一些行为,但我心起怨叹的时候,也想起自己曾经的创下的伤害的种子时,心里,顿时多了愧疚,少了怨叹。

认识自己,不只是包含认识自己的能力,其实能力以外,认识在社交圈子里的自己也很重要。现在社会要求的不再只是学历,在人际能力上较为掌控者,很多时候,得到的机会,比仅有能力者来得多。当然,机会是留给有准备,有能力者。空有交际,也只会,徒劳无功。







Monday, September 6, 2010

九月的婚礼

当音乐响起的那一刻,看着花童慢慢的走进礼堂,伴随着花瓣的飘落,伴娘也一步一步的,携带群众的欢呼声,走向台前。最后,结婚进行曲终于缓缓地响起,新娘的父亲挽起新娘的手,缓缓地,一步一步的踏进礼堂。新娘脸上的笑容,从未减过,群众的掌声,欢呼声,也没间断过。看着她脸上的笑容,伯父稍带不舍,却也欣慰的神情,我,突然地感动,眼眶莫名地湿了起来。我努力的压抑自己,不让那泪水流下来,因为,那太糗了。

当伯父将新娘的手,交在新郎的手上后,我相信,大家都看到伯父手拭轻泪,唯独,新娘不知道吧我猜。因为本身就是基督徒的关系,所以,这一次,不是我第一次参与教会的婚礼。以前,我在我自己的教会,也参与不少的婚礼的筹备和参与,但是,这是我第一次,如此的深刻感受到,婚礼的感动。看着伯父挽着新娘的手走进礼堂的那一刻,喜悦的感动,我强烈的感受到了。而且,在那一刻,我们终于也清楚,新娘的身份转化,不再是我们习惯的洪小姐了,而是全新的身份,黄太太。

我不大记得我到底是怎样认识洪小姐了,只记得,那是,Tommy和洪小姐,伊琳和新业较熟,而我和洪小姐,伊琳都是Information System的新生,但是那是,我想,我们都没有太熟,而且,她们都习惯的叫我,三哥,因为Tommy老是叫我三哥。在我和Tommy的宿舍里,四个华人新生,Tommy是大哥,维和是二哥,我则是三哥,小弟是琳旋。而且很巧的,洪小姐是1986-12-29出生的,Tommy就是隔一天,三十号,维和是三十一号,而我,则是1987-1-1。那时,我和洪小姐,老实说,真的不是很熟。

一直到大学第二年,我开始加入他们了,那时我就和洪小姐,较为熟悉了,而且后来我们又一起上教会,所以,我们之间的互动更为频繁,间接地成了较好朋友了。所以,这一次,我接收到她的邀请,见证她成婚的那一刻。

在她结婚的前一天,她,陪着我们几个朋友一起,度过,她最后的一个单身下午,哈哈。我记得她非常的惊讶看见新业和伊琳牵手。因为在我们毕业前,他们两个人,老是保持着朴素迷离的关系,所以洪小姐一直没有机会看见他们两个大方的手牵手。和她聊天的过程中,我相信,她对于自己的婚姻,其实是非常的感觉美好。她,一直微笑着,一直保持着愉快的心情,一点点紧张的感觉,或是不安的感觉,我都感觉不到。突然间,我觉得,黄先生,好幸福,而洪小姐,更是幸福,因为她相信,她的人生因为黄先生,更为美好。

其实,这次特地从古晋飞往柔佛参加洪小姐的婚礼,着实让我们的有点受宠若惊,因为我们老实说,被礼待了,而且,算是,厚礼吧我想。在洪小姐的家人,亲戚眼里,我们是有友从远方来,所以,一直很客气,这方而让我,很是不好意思,哈哈。

结婚的前夕,我们陪着洪小姐,然后听着她们姐妹对于明天的安排,突然我觉得,以后谁要是娶了这些女人啊,我为他的兄弟们默哀三分钟,希望,我不会是其中一个,哈哈。而且,因为一些剧情的需要,我们引开洪小姐,而,也只有这一小段的时间,我看见了洪小姐脸上有了,一丝丝的不安。我想,不安是因为她不知道我们将要做些什么,哈哈。而且,洪小姐的妈妈,伯母,说想看看我们到底残不残酷,她要为女儿报复,哈哈。我想,她也是很是不舍得吧。但是,事后证明,伯母还是心软的,她竟然阵中倒戈,因为她说,她心疼女婿被大家玩弄。

婚礼的那一天,我们早早就起床了,早上5点30分,因为伯父6点30分会过来载我们,做姐妹的要准备准备,因为新郎8点就会到达。结果,那些女人啊,都还没有准备好,而只有我和新业两个人,跟伯父车,又回到洪小姐的家。她们几个,会跟阿慈的车,自己过后再过来。老实说,我们在准备整新郎的过程中,考虑了时间的分配。但是却算不到,新郎竟然来迟到这一招,而且,因为不认识新郎的兄弟,所以不想太为难兄弟们,算是容易过关的了。

晚上的婚宴,我们被安排坐在四号桌,就在新郎新娘桌后,比一般的亲戚,朋友,坐的还近,我想,我们这次,真的是,受到非常的礼遇啊。

结婚是个非常费神的,洪小姐,在敬酒后,和我们拍照的时候,说了,快点,她,很累了,哈哈。我想,这,就算我们没有结婚过,我们都晓得的道理。一身厚重的礼服,脚踏不知几寸鞋,还要一桌一桌的,慢慢的敬酒,一个一个的拍照,哪能不累人呢?

婚宴的结束,代表我们和洪小姐,阿不,是黄太太了,哈哈,是时候说再见了,有点感伤,因为我们都知道,下次见面的时候,搞不好就是我们其中一个结婚的时候了。

至于我们几个朋友,婚宴的结束,不代表那一夜也结束了,我们在我们住下的酒店拍了很多的照,因为那酒店,真的很有氛围,是间经营和装饰的很不错的酒店。拍照后的我们,跑去唱k了,哈哈。一直玩到半夜2点半才收拾自己回房间休息。

隔天,新业和伊琳两人早早就出发前往新加坡,我则和Waiyee,Doreen,阿慈,婉茹一起吃早餐,而且还得请她们送我去车站搭车。老实说,我在柔佛三天,都没有睡饱,所以在长达8小时的巴士车程里,我睡了好几次,哈哈。

突然发现,大学朋友,真的在毕业后的那一刻开始,大家都个各奔前程了,要聚一聚,见个面,真的不大容易。不像小学和中学朋友,放假回家,大都能叫上聚一聚。也许,真的非等默认结婚的时候,才能聚集大家,聚一聚吧。

最后,免不了俗,还是得对慧嘉和William说声,“新婚快乐,白头到老”。

Friday, August 27, 2010

Comments from Reviewers of Conference ICCAIE

I submitted a paper to a conference named ICCAIE, well, basically I didnt do much digging with what this conference about, I was just thinking of submitting a paper, then get a publication later. Writing a paper ain't easy, I spent about 2 days, some more weekends, I guess, to complete 4 pages paper. When I first read at it, "JOKE" pop out in my mind, but nothing much I can do, as I had 0 idea of what to write, and it dues very soon.

Ok, after submitting, the organizer actually extended the due date of submission, and then extended, and extened again...The original due date was 31/4/2010, and ended up, they extended until end of Jun. 

Well, I dont have much feeling with that decision, as long as I submitted, then who cares what happened next, I just wait for the notification, either being rejected or accepted. 

And finally, the date of notification been decided, 23/8/2010. And guess what, among all my friends, they all got the notifications, and the papers are accepted, but I am the only one, didnt receive any notification. I didnt feel good with this, it ruined my day actually. 

I email them after 2 days, telling them that I didnt receive any notification, and guess what, no news neither. Not until the next day after I email them, I got the notification at last, and result: REJECTED.

I was sad, being honest, and shame, as I was the only person got rejected in my faculty,GOSH! 

Here are the comments given, i like one of the comments, it was a high compliment, hahaha...

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======= Review 1 =======

> *** Originality: New or Novel contribution
Accept (8)

> *** Significance of Topic: Relating to knowledge contribution
Weak Accept (6)

> *** Presentation: Clarity and Organisation of Content
Strong Accept (10)

> *** Strengths/Weakness: What are the major reasons to accept/reject the paper? [Be brief.]

the idea is under studing and the results are not prooved

> *** Contribution/s & Detailed comments: What are the major issues addressed in the paper? Do you consider them important? Comment on the degree of novelty, creativity and technical depth in the paper. Please provide detailed comments that will be helpful to the TPC for assessing the paper, as well as feedback to the authors.

extending the (part of speech POS) algoritms
I propose the use of the ontologies
the paper is good referenced

======= Review 2 =======

> *** Originality: New or Novel contribution
Reject (2)

> *** Significance of Topic: Relating to knowledge contribution
Neutral (5)

> *** Presentation: Clarity and Organisation of Content
Strong Reject (0)

> *** Strengths/Weakness: What are the major reasons to accept/reject the paper? [Be brief.]

- Poor presentation and usage of language
- Original work consists of 2.5 columns out of a total of 8 columns in the manuscript, and the proposal framework for WSD process is a paper design, with no implementation yet
- Some examples of how the system works would help improve the paper
- Need experimental results and comparison to Stevenson and Wilks' work would substantiate this proposal's validity and benefits

> *** Contribution/s & Detailed comments: What are the major issues addressed in the paper? Do you consider them important? Comment on the degree of novelty, creativity and technical depth in the paper. Please provide detailed comments that will be helpful to the TPC for assessing the paper, as well as feedback to the authors.

- Poor presentation and usage of language
- Original work consists of 2.5 columns out of a total of 8 columns in the manuscript, and the proposal framework for WSD process is a paper design, with no implementation yet
- Some examples of how the system works would help improve the paper
- Need experimental results and comparison to Stevenson and Wilks' work would substantiate this proposal's validity and benefits

======= Review 3 =======

> *** Originality: New or Novel contribution
Neutral (5)

> *** Significance of Topic: Relating to knowledge contribution
Reject (2)

> *** Presentation: Clarity and Organisation of Content
Strong Reject (0)

> *** Strengths/Weakness: What are the major reasons to accept/reject the paper? [Be brief.]

The weaknesses of this paper are given as follows.
The description of proposed framework is not perspicuous and intelligible.
The organization of this paper is lacking of experiment result and discussion.
Poor writing skill and word exposition used in the scientific paper.

> *** Contribution/s & Detailed comments: What are the major issues addressed in the paper? Do you consider them important? Comment on the degree of novelty, creativity and technical depth in the paper. Please provide detailed comments that will be helpful to the TPC for assessing the paper, as well as feedback to the authors.

This paper proposes a algorithm to address the problem in Word Sense Disambiguation.

======= Review 4 =======

> *** Originality: New or Novel contribution
Accept (8)

> *** Significance of Topic: Relating to knowledge contribution
Accept (8)

> *** Presentation: Clarity and Organisation of Content
Accept (8)

> *** Strengths/Weakness: What are the major reasons to accept/reject the paper? [Be brief.]

The paper is well-written. It contains a related work section that introduce the work in the field, helping a lot the reader to catch up with the topic. In addition, the proposed approach is well defined and quite interesting.
However, the reviewer would like to see more examples regading Figures 2 and 3. In addition, it is strongly recommended to use passive voice (e.g. avoid expresssions "I will propose", "I obtain", using instead "it is proposed", "is obtained" etc.).

> *** Contribution/s & Detailed comments: What are the major issues addressed in the paper? Do you consider them important? Comment on the degree of novelty, creativity and technical depth in the paper. Please provide detailed comments that will be helpful to the TPC for assessing the paper, as well as feedback to the authors.

The paper is suitable for a conference presentation. Please see the above comments.

======= Track Chair Review 5 =======

> *** Track Chair Recommendation: Final recommendations by Track Chair
Reject (2)

> *** Track Chair Comments: Give Reasons for Accepting or Rejecting
Refer to comments

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Guess what, I am actually kind of agree with the comments given. My paper, some how very confusing, is it a review paper, discussing about the topic, or it proposed something new to the industrial? I combined both, and giving a wrong name as well. As by reading the name of my paper, people might expect something new to be proposed, and at the mean time, my proposed algorithm, it was so weak, and general.

Anyway, this is the second papers that i got rejected from the conferences. A lot of hard work required next.

Monday, August 16, 2010

周年庆

昨天,2010年8月15日,是我们Unimas 2006/07班级生,
毕业一周年的日子。
时间的流逝,真的,好夸张,非常的夸张。
一晃眼,怎么就一年了呢?

回头看看自己的脚步,
不免觉得,有点惭愧。
过去的一年,
我生活的就犹如烂泥,
扶不上壁。

我相信,二周年,很快就回来了,
但是,我是否能在我的二周年,
来个第二个毕业典礼呢?

希望我能做到。。。

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

盲点

大多数人,总是有个盲点,一个大盲点,就是永远看不到自己身上的污点。我也不例外。但是我学习着,我知道自己的让盲点给蒙蔽了,所以当我看到别人身上的污点时,我都尽量保持沉默。保持沉默,不是放纵那污点无限扩大,而是,低调的,尽可能的,帮助他/她发现那污点,而不是理直气壮的,直接点出那污点。因为,我不知道,那污点,是否,也出现在自己的身上。当自己已经跑了五十步的时候,我不想大声嘲笑他人跑了一百步,只能,在心里偷笑也苦笑,他,比我还怕死,而自己,唉,大家也都半斤八两。

很多时候,我们看事情,永远只看眼前所能看到的。也一味的相信自己眼前看到的,自己脑袋里想的。往往忽略了,事情背后一切的经过。社会真的是一天一天的在进步,但是人深根本性,却是进化的太慢了。

我很不想批评任何人,(虽然,很多时候,我控制不了自己的嘴巴,自己的心理素质),因为,我自己不喜欢被批评,凡事,将心比心,凡事,从不同角度看待事情,对自己,对他人,都好。

如何,在一个是非的国度里,出淤泥而不染;如何,在一个乌烟瘴气的环境里,持续散发一抹清香。也许,那就是一份,对自我的一份控制,和认识吧。



Sunday, August 8, 2010

凋落

又是那句话,好久没有上来更新了,我怀疑我是不是可不可以创新点呢?

惰性不时地侵袭着我。
思绪的空洞,让我裹足不前。
灵魂的遗失,让我不知所措。

最近,很喜欢齐秦的《夜夜夜夜》。
我的灵魂,片片的凋落,
慢慢的拼凑,却找不回真正的我。
我已,不愿再放纵,也不愿再漂流。

述说着自己的无能能力,自己的无奈。
问天,问地,问宿命。
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想问天你在那里
我想问问我自己
一开始我聪明结束我聪明
聪明的几乎的毁掉了我自己
想问天问大地
或著是迷信问问宿命
放弃所有抛下所有
让我飘流在安静的夜夜空里
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
(music)
想问天问大地
或著是迷信问问宿命
放弃所有抛下所有
让我飘流在安静的夜夜空里
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
我不愿再放纵
我不愿每天每夜每秒飘流
也不愿再多问再多说再多求我的梦
我不愿再放纵
我不愿每天每夜每秒飘流
也不愿再多问再多说再多求
我的梦